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|Wednesday, September 22nd, 2004|
i got to skip most of english and orchestra today!!! whoohoo!!! but the downside to that is that i found out i have to get all of my wisdom teeth removed on fri. and scrap my weekend plans or potential weekend plans. grrrrrrrrrrrrr. not a happy camper. but on a brighter note, had loads of fun during lunch and hist when i made david laugh until he turned red. good times. oh shit. got hw from bio and co. damn. oh well, slackers rule. Current Mood: Childish :)
|Thursday, September 16th, 2004|
i find it amazing that life can be contained in a box and that one of the things in life that amuzes me is myself. also, name that song:
'there goes my hero, watch him as he goes'
|Thursday, September 9th, 2004|
|Tuesday, September 7th, 2004|
POST YOUR NAME IN MY COMMENTS AND I'LL TELL YOU EXACTLY WHAT I THINK OF YOU. NO SUGARCOATING, NO LIES, JUST THE GOD HONEST TRUTH. THEN POST THIS AND DO THE SAME.
ahhh solitare. one of the few things in my life that never goes away, yet always gives me a new game to play... Current Mood: lazy
|Friday, September 3rd, 2004|
wow, our varsity football team really sucks. we lost 45 to 8 and had a guy injured in every quarter. one guy didnt even play and got hauled off in a strecher. concussion maybe? the band rocked though. it was fun to see them perform and listen to the music. so much that i wanna say yet i dont. how would i begin? where would it lead me? i am starting to think that i really cant do everything. all of my labors are bearing no fruit. when do i get to bite the apple from my tree?!?! oh well, there is some good in all of this. but i cant see it. Current Mood: frustrated
|Thursday, August 26th, 2004|
|please dont be alarmed
there they go. off again. into the night. just like every night for the past 3 years. wonder where they go? better yet, why? look, he fumbles for the keys again. soon, he will relize that they are on the kitchen table and go back and get them. look, there he goes. so predictable. never ceases to amaze me. there, he has the keys and unlocks the car. now the woman relizes that she needs to put on more perfume and rushes back in. *sigh* this is starting to get boring. now they are both in the car and the man turns on the car. BOOM!! wow! that was diferent. never expected the car to blow up. well... actually... i hoped it would have. i never made a pipe bomb before, so i couldn't tell if i did it right. guess i did. good for future reference. now that they are gone what do i do? i could leave. but where would i go? who would take me in? i guess i should have thought of that before i made the bomb. oh well, i couldn't wait any longer. they drove me nuts. "do this. do that. clean the house. mow the lawn. wash the car. make me some tea. where's my coffee? where's my food? you bitch, there is no food on the table! you know how mad we get when there is no food on the table! that's it! your slacking off has really done it now! the hole for you! you will stay ther until we say you can come out. SHUT THE FUCK UP! I DIDN'T SAY YOU COULD TALK! what was that? you think we are over reacting? choose: bat, wrench, whip, or belt?" i would always choose wrench cuz i could dodge that easier. the hole wasn't so bad. i got peace, quiet, time to think, and not do anything. the bad part was that, i had no food, water that tasted like sewage, and roaches were everywhere. i develpoed this habit of stomping my foot every so often to scare the roaches away, or eat them. the longest i have ever been in the hole was about 2 weeks because of actually fighting back when they tried to "discipline" me. i never went to school. "school is for the good kids" they used to say. i knew how to read and write because they taught me how so that i could cook and write down what we needed for the store. i never went out of the house so they always went to the store. when we got a computer, i thought it was some sort of TV. the computer was off limits to me, but since they went to these nightly meeting things, i used the computer and eventually learned how to cover my tracks. not even in my wildest imagination did i think there was a creation such as the internet. the amount of information was staggering. history is what really intrigued me. there is so much that happened before i was born. i never thought about the world until i read the first website that i went to: google. enter in your need and they supply you. that is where i learned to make a pipe bomb. amazing the stuff that is put up in the internet. guess i should go now before the police come. good thinig i made a pack of things i may need. mostly food but also 2 more pipe bombs. hey, never know what you may need them for. *malicious grin* actually, i do.
|Sunday, August 22nd, 2004|
well, i have just created what i am going to write about tonight. just 20 seconds ago i was doing a stupid stunt and landed on the hard, tile floor on the back of my head barely missing the place where there is a plate, my left sholder blade and my left ankle. flat on my back. what a sight to behold. good thing no one was around to see it. after typing all of that just now i feel back to normal. now in about another minute, i just took out some limonade and drank it down. over the course of this WHOLE day those were the exciting parts. everything else could be considered mediocre (except when i talked to katie). amazing. *chorus in the background going "wow"* i have a point to all of this but now that i think about it it too seems irrelivent. tomarrow i go back to my regular, old, dandy routine. i just spent the weekend sleeping and doing homework. and this weekend is supposed to be an easy one. then again, easy is relative. well, i better go to sleep now and awake to the same old "brother, time to get up." where is the fun? where is the challange? maybe that smack to the head did more damage then i thought. Current Mood: indifferent
|Saturday, August 21st, 2004|
one sec... almost there... there. aaawwwww shiittttt!! son of a bitch!!! mother fucker!! #$&@$#&!!!!!!!! ay dios mio!!! OMG OMG OMG!!! who in the right mind would do THIS?!?!?! this is pure insanity!!! the humanity of it all!! think of the children...!!
there he goes. i cant look. too hard. but i must. i owe him that much. oh my God. i cant believe he is finally doing this. wow...
all tied up. after all of that work. this is my reward for my toils. the toils of my soul, of my mind. now there she is. this will be soooo sweet. better go claim my prize...
make a continuation of either starter. i got lazy. and bored.
|Friday, August 20th, 2004|
all of the hate in the world. all of the ignorance in the world. human beings are violent by nature, we are only a step above the common animal and have a subconscious fear of the unknown. there for, what we dont know, we destroy. but what makes us better than the common animal is that we have this innate ability, once harnessed properly, to subdue and control our instincts, emotions, and bodies if enough thought is put into it. thus the scientist is born. they are the people who have controlled their will to be afraid of the unknown by trying to make it known. this is one of the surest was to ensure a strong and lasting peace with the world around us. then we have the scientist's brother and equal: the religious man. he is made from the subduing of the fear from ignorance, and yet, he takes comfort in only explaining the necessary things and the important things in life. they realize that their brother is a ignorant child screaming 'why why why!' while they know the truth. the only difference between the religious man and the scientist is that the religious man makes a leap of faith and further suspends their fear from ignorance and leaps to the conclusion of a higher power, God. then another being is also made from the quarreling of the scientist and the religious man: the thinker. he is a person that not only transcends the human bond of ignorance but sees the answer that the religious man sees and the uses the analysist of the scientist and fills in the gaps. he is the person who is the missing link among humanity. he is the one that commands the scientist's and the religious man's respect. he is the one who, through the power of his other brothers, can unite the world and make peace for all. sadly, the thinker's brothers, the scientist and the religious man, do not have the clairity of thought nor the acceptance of the thinker and in their fits of jealousy and greed, they wrongly persucute the thinker and stubbornly ignore him. yet the thinker is a man who is to not to give up. he strives and preaches to deaf ears knowing that even thought they ignore them God will reach them or logic will overcome them. for the thinker knows: the truth WILL be revealed, sooner or later. Current Mood: so very tired...
|Thursday, August 19th, 2004|
wow it has been a while since i last entered. sorry about that but a lot of stuff happened/happening/is going to happen. most of the things i cant talk about now but some i can tell. californa was sooooooooooo much fun. i annoyed my sisters, went to vegas and slept. grrrr. my sister lauren is REALLY ANNOYING!!! i cant begin to describe her. grrr. she is the most difficult person i know save for my other sister saige. but vegas was sooo fun. words cant describe it. cant type fast enought to say it all. too much. wait. one word. wow. and i made an awesome CD there from my dad's collection of like a 1000. i love it sooooooooooo much. everyone should hear it. it felt soo weird to be back. i guess i got use to californa. so perfect over there. too much work at school. grrrrrr. my and my other half. it is 7:00 and i am tired. guess i better tune it up this year... sigh. Current Mood: horny
|Monday, July 12th, 2004|
lol. it's been a while. well currently i am in californa and everything here is going good. the weather is always sunny, no humidity, cloudless days and cool, starry nights... IT IS SOOOO BORING!!! no rain, no humidity to be pissed off at, and the nights get cold for me but that is because i am a texan and a hot blooded latino at that so i get cold easily... but i do miss home and austin. if you have been actually reading this then i commend you. you can skip to the bottom already because the rest of what i am about to say is boring and pointless and only exists so that i may sparr with myself mentaly and some day go psycotic with all of my babblings. so anyways, everything has been peachy here in wonderland. family is happy to see us. weather is perfect. good health, money, etc. got digital cable with TeVo so i am getting used to this digital recording thing. bought about 4 cd's out here and helped my brother buy a fifth that i get to use. gonna probably shoot for 2-3 more. yet despite all of that i am missing something. someone somewhere is trying to tell me something but... whoops there i go again. babbling. well better finish up.
well hope all of ya'll are alright and that yoa'll's summers have been good so far. take care.
|Monday, June 21st, 2004|
|Sunday, June 20th, 2004|
sorry ya'll, i sorta woke up early and cant get back to sleep (actually mymmom woke me up... grrrr). anyways i am bored and tought i would write something. what to write what to write? hmmmmmmm.... actually i got a question for all of ya'll. what would the best moment of your life be? think in terms of life style, stress levels, location, and the people you know. i already know what mine would be but i will wwait until i post it up (but one of ya'll is going to haveto remind me cuz i'll forget). also this moment could have already happened. on another note look at this:
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great now i feel special. see what happens when lack of sleep, lack of food, lack of activity, and when i let my mind wander? it is a very dangerous thing.
|Wednesday, June 16th, 2004|
i just looked at my report card today. it wasnt that bad... lol. the only thing that really pissed me off was mr.nunez. that little CENSORED CENSORED CENSORED CENSORED CENSORED CENSORED CENSORED CENSORED CENSORED CENSORED!!!!!!!!! CENSORED CENSORED CENSORED CENSORED CENSORED CENSORED CENSORED?!?!?!?! CENSORED CENSORED CENSORED CENSORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyways, that final was the easiest final that i took and i got a 72!! me a 72!! in spanish!! tha little CENSORED CENSORED!!!!!! i cant belive that! well... actualy... his method of grading is really messed up AND he probably got my grade mixed up with someone elses like in the past. boy i am really mad. he gives mexicans a bad name. and i hear he is coming back next year! if he does... heh heh heh
|Monday, June 14th, 2004|
|How to make a mrxatlbj|
5 parts intelligence
5 parts silliness
5 parts leadership
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of lustfulness
|Sunday, June 13th, 2004|
|Thursday, June 10th, 2004|
i had a date with katie last night and jonah and amanda tagged along, for legal purposes... ehm... anyways, we saw harry potter 3. that was pretty good, i like the new director except the fact that he edited out a lot of scenes and mushed other things together. we were pretty load in the theater and i am surprised we weren't kicked out. :) after the movie it was still raining and we played in the rain. loads of fun. *obvious thoughts*. then katie and amanda had to leave so me and jonah went to the marble slab for some ice cream (we went to gateway 16) and ran in the rain there and walked back after being pretty soaked. keep in mind that this is a BRIEF summery of what happened... *malicious grin*
today katie, amanda and jonah (maybe) all went to schliterbahn. i couldnt go because of relatives coming in the evening and i was supposedly supposed toi help clean the house. but it is 7:35 (and yes my watch is right) meaning that katie and co. are about to leave schliterbahn which really pisses the crap outta me because that ment i could have gone and had a great time. *smoldering*. now i feel really bored and pissed off and i may go outside and run around the 'horse country'. yeah. i theoretically got a lot to do to keep me occupied but factor in my laziness and lack opf determination and i got like zip to do... except write these little entries which really piss me off for some reason or another. *sigh*. better find my happy place... oh yeah... there it is... now i feel better. well better go to the only place in the house, which really isnt in the house at all... sorta, that i can have some privacy and keep all of my deep dark secrets and think of something to do.
P.S. all of ya'll off having a great time... GO FUCK YOURSELFS. lol. there had to get that off my chest. no hard feelings. :/
|Monday, June 7th, 2004|
ummmmmmmmm.................... uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............. i am really bored right now.......... *drool*........... yeah.... my mom is watching lord ot the rings 2 for the 5th time and we bought the last lord of the rings movie the return of the king... i like the movies.... but now.... grr.... oh well. at least i got my memories.... damn memories.... never did me any good. oh well at least i got my xbox..... damn xbox.... i already either beat all of the games of lots intrest in them, except soul calibur 2 that is an awesome game. halo is good too but you need another person to play against and my bro doesnt like to lose to me.... so.... *sigh* i could call katie, that would be fun. awwwwwww sh** i forgot. i need to talk to david r. ....... grrrrrrr and jonah........ now i got time to kill......... lalalalalalalala....... maybe a nap? nah. i can never take a nap unless i am sick. to sleep i have to be calm. not very calm right now. gggrrrrrrrrrrr.... *sigh* i guess i'll play a little xbox to cool down and then call katie. :). yeah that sounds good.... mmmmm..... oops still typing. mom, coming got to go.
|Sunday, June 6th, 2004|
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